Lexxi (alex_owns_you) wrote,

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I should tell you..

Life has been so complicated lately... Sometimes I just wish I wasnt here anymore. No im not getting all sappy and fucking pathetic on you assholes. Im serious. I dont pull this kind of shit for attention because personally I could care less what you thing about me. But Whatever your choosing to read this bullshit.

I was with Sam for a while. Then ryan came back. He hated me.. and I hated myself. I seriously thought that Ryan had left me and I would never see him again. Then I started to fall for Sam... my childhood friend. Then I found out I was pregnant with ryans kid I was looking forward to just having someone to love me.. unconditionally. you know? but then I jumped in to help Kat and that lindsay girl hit me in the stomach and I lost the kid. :sigh:

I was hanging out with Ryan the other night... and Sam saw me and flipped us off.. then he ran over to Heather and Lindsay and fucked around in the hottub. Whatever... I still love ryan, but that doesnt mean that I dont want to still be friends with sam

Im gonna go and wallow in my own personal depression. Call me if you want.

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Alex... I feel so bad & I seriously don't know what I can do to make it up to you. I'm.. so sorry.

And to make it known, I didn't screw around with Sam.
Yeah, dont worry about it. I shouldnt have gotten my hopes up anyway. We all know that I wouldnt be able to be a mom...

whatever I could care less... Sams a big boy and he can make his own decisions
Sorry about that =/ I feel responsible for it. Not like ive ruined your life enough as it is. *sigh*

Oh yeah, you owe me gas money for driving out into the middle of nowhere with all the bums to pick your ass up! lol. Hit up the cell, hoe.
Yeah dont worry about it Kat. And Trust me, my life has been ruined for a long time.. you didnt do anything to fuck it up.

Haha yeah I owe you gas money but then again you owe me your life what 3 times now? ill call you later Hoe.
Alex, whats going on! We have to hang out sometime soon! Call my cell
We really do have to hang out man.
Hey, my name is Holden, I'm new here. Add me?
hey kid, yeah your added. Im a little slow in case you havent noticed. haha.
erm, hi, i'm mia edwards. i just started going to degrassi..add me back?
Hey, yeah sure